Post by lauren on Dec 1, 2009 17:22:57 GMT -5
She’s nothing like a girl, you’ve ever seen before !
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Savan walked through the masses of trees. She loved the smell of the woods, it always seemed like home to her. Where she lived in Brazil she was close to trees and she always used to go for a walk in the woods when she was upset or annoyed. The scent of pine, oak and birch clung in the air as she passed on by. It was dark out and the sky was clear, the moon was full and the stars were out. She loved nights like this because she loved the moon. It was sort of a birth right. Her middle name being Luna, meaning moon in spanish.
She wore a beautiful black and nude lace top dress. One her mother had wore long ago. She had tried to keep it in good shape but it was torn in a few places and there was some blood stains here and there. She felt bad about them but she couldnt exactly fix it. Sighing softly she walked slowly through the woodland area. Her feet making no sound as she almost danced towards an open area. She was bored of being alone, infact she hated it. With all the other members of the army pairing off she seemed like the only one without someone to love.
Love something she hadnt experienced since her mother died almost 7 years ago. Sometimes she missed the feeling but then others she just doesnt care. All she wanted was blood most of the time. It wasnt just a craving it was more of a need. If she didnt get the blood she needed then she wouldnt be normal till she got it. Shaking her head, she came out from her little fantasy and frowned. Putting a hand through her long beautiful hair, she took a seat just beside a tree. Leaning back against the bark.
"i madre siento solo sin ti" She whispered softly. Using her native tongue so that no one could understand. She didnt want to seem like a wimp, she just couldnt help the feelings she felt. She wondered if it was natural to feel those feelings or if all vampires were suppost to be cold and empt inside. She kept thinking she was strange, abnormal as a vampire but she kept those sort of worrys to herself.
Looking back up to the stars she breathed out, her breath swirling in the air. She hadnt noticed that it was so cold. She couldnt feel it so it never really drew her attention. Tipping her head back to look back up to the stars. Her crimson eyes were twinkling just like the stars. Her head filled with memorys long gone. She hadnt paid attention to the footsteps looming closer.
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~ Notes : Sorry i rambled
~ Outfit : HERE
~ Tags : Bree
~ Music : Britney Spears - 3
~ Word Count : 459
~ Mood : Happy
~ Credit : LAUREN TEE BABY ?!